Love never ends. There are gifts of prophecy, but they will be ended. There are gifts of speaking in different languages, but those will stop. There is a gift of knowledge, but it will come to an end. ~ I Corinthians 13:8
The gifts He gives us
Transcend from the Heaven's
Cast upon our hearts
And into the rhythms of our soul
They take hold of us
Become Us
And then we become dust...
But in between the seams
Of what seems to be an eternity
Of Heartaches, headaches
Time and time again
Frustrated we become
Vexed with demons of
Procastination and Deception
Spewed and coiled
With Turmoils and dramas
Leaving us feeling defeated
Depletied to nothingess
All the while in sin
...Sometimes...
But love...
Love grabs hold of us
Holds us tight
Dusts the dirt from our feet
Whispering to the spirit of His son within
And giving us strength
To begin again...
In love
Because,
Love
Never
Fails...
Today was tough...and as my little sis Ka'Nesha Hython pointed out, its been tough on a lot of people. I woke up this morning with a dark cloud over my spirit. Its as if every negative thought and emotion had been poured into my gut and thought....it was a tough morning. As the morning progressed and I got to work, the dark cloud only got bigger...and my frustration intensified. All I kept thinking was, this sucks...and people are getting on my nerves!!!!...and why am I so irked?
So I ran through all the scenarios of where this energy was coming from, and I "assessed" my feelings...and I came up short of a conclusion. So, anyone who knows where I work, this is NOT the place for a breakdown. Too many lives are in my hands at work. So anyway, some "hidden" tears later, I realized my spirit was being tested. I am an emotional individual, in the sense that I feel EVERYTHING, and I don't supress what I feel. So naturally, all my emotions all morning were in a negative space...so much so that i had uncontrollable tears. So I went to my "prayer closet" at work and just talked to God about what was on my heart. I was feeling defeated exhausted, overburdened, overworked and underpaid, simultaneously feeling lonely. So I talked and I talked to my earthly angel and afterward, the dark cloud got a little lighter, and continued to do so until it was gone...LOVE lifted me.
I reminded myself that in this life, its not always going to be great...and everything you ask for will be provided, in HIS time...and that all things will pass...and it could be much worse...and I knew this because I've been there...
this helped me breath a bit
And my day ended on a good note.
Whatever you are going through...keep your head to the sky. There is a spirit of negativity in the air. Not for all, but I can say more than a few people feel me. Its not here by coincidince. Recognize it for who and what it is...the devil trying to stop the work God has for you...OR the devil trying to block what God has for you...OR the devil trying to convince you that you aren't worthy...OR the devil just trying to defeat you....
But in the love of God we are made strong. Rest in God's love for a moment. Listen to His voice...and don't wait until bedtime...do it now.
The end is near...
I won't be left behind
Will You?
Peace for the Journey
~Sagacious Pen
