Healed, to be wounded again/Now I sit where paper meets pen/Disgusted to my core/My gut feels so sore/My soul aches with fury/Because I stood before the jury/I've been found guilty/Of trying to love another/Who loved another/But told me it was real/Discussed sealing the deal/But the deal was never unsealed/Before Me. Completely/Leaving me repeatedly/Scorned and Torn at the seam/What it seems was a dream/Turned out to be nothing but a mean/Cycle of revenge. Rebound/Was the identity found/At the end of the journey/Never once has she heard me/Felt me. Seen me. Completely/As I mirrored she/In her mind/Unfortunately as time went by/We said the goodbyes/And all I could do was cry/To try would be a lie/As the heart pumps furiously/Beneath me/Deeply Rooted in the sadness/That's left from the madness/But as I digress/I felt it in my chest/That I was wrong too/In trying to please you?/Repeatedly you told me/All you wanted was me/To exist as we/But without the Nth degree/Of Penalty/You told me. I mirrored she/ So I tried to show you otherwise/But I drove a wedge between you and I/...So I sigh (sigh)/But why? But how?/Now I sit and ponder/Has past tense become present/And once more prevalent/And all that was said to me/With regard to a "new" family/A lie?/When I smile. Cuz I thought it was real/Seeking an appeal is useless/When you've returned to this/Emptiness/Instead I'd rather exist/In my own bliss/Created from within how I exist/As just this/One who's always sought after/Today. Tomorrow. And thereafter./The one to make all others subside/But has forced me to say goodbye/As she says hello to yesterday/And see ya later to tomorrow/Seems I was borrowed/To be returned/And burned.
~Sagacious
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